'blue are the feelings that live inside me...'

Sigh, i feel so misunderstood by everyone. Jeez, i guess i need to just fuck the world n disconnect myself mentally so i would give a damn anymore.

i think im seriously going to die early… constant stress … then health issues due to extra stress n cortisol … then die a slow torturous death and dish out all that money for meds at the same time to ‘stay alive’ ….

oh well..